Ok, So it is now the sixth day of the New Year!!!!! Happy New Years everyone!!!!!
So, let me see.. I figured I would just tell you about my day, as a little ournal....
Today was fun! I listened to a lot of nightcore. If any of you actually listen to nightcore, then you know what I mean. I like someone of the one's you don't expect, like Lucifer, Calling all the Children, Paint it Black.... Which is your favorite? I think lately I have fallen in love with This is Halloween! I know that it isn't halloween time, but I can't help it! This is a song that has been sped up as well, but I enjoy it! Calling all Monsters is a good song too!
I think my new favorite book, "cookbook", is the "Unofficial Harry Potter Cookbook"! I really look forward to trying out some of the recipes! I think that the pies and the soups look the best. Though the fruitcake is something I am willing to try. In this book, they also give you some of the ideas of the cakes that Harry Might have recieved during the year when Dudley is placed on a diet. I think that is very neat! I think the best one is going to be the rock cakes though, I don't plan on following the instructions to make them exactly like Hagrid's but at least they will be similar!
I also have a boyfriend, his name is Malcolm. No, nothing like Malcolm in the Middle. I will assure you! He is not small, nor is he a genius with numbers.... hahaha. I like him, I can't really say I love him, only because who are we to say we are in love with each other? We have known each other for a while, so I guess I do really love him, I mean he has been there through everything that I have thrown at him, everything!!!! Hahaha.. I look forward to the rest of this year with him. Last year we went on our very first date! We first went to the Movies and saw, "The Hobbit" and then proceeded to go to Appleby's. That was great! We had a nice chat while eating dinner. Though I will admitt it felt weird to me, we got the two for twenty deal, and I got the steak and he got the chicken finger basket..... THE CHICKEN FINGER BASKET!! Hahaha. Welll
I guess I will stop for now, I know that no one is really reading this, but I hope that this year will be at least a little different and I might actuallly pick some people up!
Stay Real, Stay True!
Sunday, January 6, 2013
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Sunday, May 27, 2012
It has been a while
Well, it has been awhile since I have posted. I can't believe how long though!
So I only have three half days left in school. I am excited, but they are filled with finals. Wen, I don't have to take either of the finals. That makes me happy.
I have a boyfriend and just to clear things up, I don't know how much longer we are going to last. It doesn't surprise me. I will stay with him as long as he wants me to. I am happy to be with him, I can't help but smile when I am around him!
The people I am living with, well I have been avoiding them lately just to cool off. I haven't really been in a good mood lately, and I somewhat know why. I am not completely positive. I now have a job, which is awesome, I am working at a store called H.E.B.
*Here
Everything is
Better*
Actually it is Howard E. Butt.
His wife is the founder of the company the early 1900's. I go for training on Tuesday at 2pm, after school(half days remember)
JROTC is going well. I wanted to go to summer camp but I can't anymore, and I only have it for half a year next year as well. I am going to talk to my mom and dad about taking the course that is holding my back online. The only problem is that I would have to dip into my savings and pay 155 for the course! That is a lot and it would be the same if I took it as a summer school class. I want to take it so that I will have a full year of JROTC, but I don't know if it is worth the money. I guess I will just have to wait again for the Nook and buy the class. It would be in the summer online as I mentioned and when i needed to take the final, I would have to get with the school to take it. I don't really want to take it again, but I might as well. The class is communications Applications. See I would have taken it this year, had I known in the beginning that I had to take it. See when I first moved to Texas, I had to set up my schedule for school. We picked all the classes that I needed and I asked, was there anything else that I needed, they said no, and then half way through the year, "Oh, by the way. Next year you will have to take Communication Applications."
Sorry, I got to ranting.. I have been doing that a lot lately as well and I don;t know why.
Well I will say goodbye for now.
Stay real, Stay true
So I only have three half days left in school. I am excited, but they are filled with finals. Wen, I don't have to take either of the finals. That makes me happy.
I have a boyfriend and just to clear things up, I don't know how much longer we are going to last. It doesn't surprise me. I will stay with him as long as he wants me to. I am happy to be with him, I can't help but smile when I am around him!
The people I am living with, well I have been avoiding them lately just to cool off. I haven't really been in a good mood lately, and I somewhat know why. I am not completely positive. I now have a job, which is awesome, I am working at a store called H.E.B.
*Here
Everything is
Better*
Actually it is Howard E. Butt.
His wife is the founder of the company the early 1900's. I go for training on Tuesday at 2pm, after school(half days remember)
JROTC is going well. I wanted to go to summer camp but I can't anymore, and I only have it for half a year next year as well. I am going to talk to my mom and dad about taking the course that is holding my back online. The only problem is that I would have to dip into my savings and pay 155 for the course! That is a lot and it would be the same if I took it as a summer school class. I want to take it so that I will have a full year of JROTC, but I don't know if it is worth the money. I guess I will just have to wait again for the Nook and buy the class. It would be in the summer online as I mentioned and when i needed to take the final, I would have to get with the school to take it. I don't really want to take it again, but I might as well. The class is communications Applications. See I would have taken it this year, had I known in the beginning that I had to take it. See when I first moved to Texas, I had to set up my schedule for school. We picked all the classes that I needed and I asked, was there anything else that I needed, they said no, and then half way through the year, "Oh, by the way. Next year you will have to take Communication Applications."
Sorry, I got to ranting.. I have been doing that a lot lately as well and I don;t know why.
Well I will say goodbye for now.
Stay real, Stay true
Why? (Another Poem)
Why? Why does he hate me? Why won't he talk to me? Why do I still like him? Why won't he listen? Why do I hide from him?
Why does he like me? Why does he try? Why won't he ever just admit that he will never love me? Why do I try?
Why does he sit with me? Why does he say things that aren't true?
Why do they even bother me?
Why does he like me? Why does he try? Why won't he ever just admit that he will never love me? Why do I try?
Why does he sit with me? Why does he say things that aren't true?
Why do they even bother me?
I can't do it anymore(another poem)
I can't do it anymore.
I can't hide myself.
I can't run away anymore.
I want to be perfect.
I want to make everyone happy.
I want to stay where I am but I can't.
I want those who attempt, to actually try, to see the faults.
I want my mom back.
I want to be accepted.
But I can't do it anymore.
I can't hide myself.
I can't run away anymore.
I want to be perfect.
I want to make everyone happy.
I want to stay where I am but I can't.
I want those who attempt, to actually try, to see the faults.
I want my mom back.
I want to be accepted.
But I can't do it anymore.
It is there( This is a poem I wrote)
Though you can't see it, it's there.
Though you think she is happy,
Though you think she's normal,
She's not.
She cries herself to sleep,
She holds her animals and creams.
She is angry all other times.
So what if she smiles?
It's all a play.
Though you can't see it, it's there.
Though you deny it, it happens.
Though she tries to hide it,
And believe it is gone, it always comes back.
Why fight it anymore?
Why hide it? It's useless.
No one wants a girl like her.
Why pretend?
Why try to be what I'm not?
Though you think she is happy,
Though you think she's normal,
She's not.
She cries herself to sleep,
She holds her animals and creams.
She is angry all other times.
So what if she smiles?
It's all a play.
Though you can't see it, it's there.
Though you deny it, it happens.
Though she tries to hide it,
And believe it is gone, it always comes back.
Why fight it anymore?
Why hide it? It's useless.
No one wants a girl like her.
Why pretend?
Why try to be what I'm not?
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Church
Okay, so school was good, I got a 121 on my computer science final. I am soooo happy,
on the physics final I fell asleep after it...it was funny because some random person started to rub my back before the bell rang...I was happy for it becuase I was able to get lunch befoer leaving but I did think it was really weird.
I came home and cleaned up random stuff today and then I played the wii....I ate two tacos and am waiting to go to church. OH YEAH!! tODAY IS sports day so i am looking forward to that too.....
Tomorrow is my last day of school, and then on friday we are leaving for A trip with the church, I am a little sad because America's Got Talent is coming to Austin Texas this Sat and Sun, which is when I will be back... I am going to just submitt a video adition for it becuase there is not other way! :( Sad Face....
Looking forward to being called!! I am going to be positive.
on the physics final I fell asleep after it...it was funny because some random person started to rub my back before the bell rang...I was happy for it becuase I was able to get lunch befoer leaving but I did think it was really weird.
I came home and cleaned up random stuff today and then I played the wii....I ate two tacos and am waiting to go to church. OH YEAH!! tODAY IS sports day so i am looking forward to that too.....
Tomorrow is my last day of school, and then on friday we are leaving for A trip with the church, I am a little sad because America's Got Talent is coming to Austin Texas this Sat and Sun, which is when I will be back... I am going to just submitt a video adition for it becuase there is not other way! :( Sad Face....
Looking forward to being called!! I am going to be positive.
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