It is there( This is a poem I wrote)

Though you can't see it, it's there.
Though you think she is happy,
Though you think she's normal,
She's not.
She cries herself to sleep,
She holds her animals and creams.
She is angry all other times.
So what if she smiles?
It's all a play.
Though you can't see it, it's there.
Though you deny it, it happens.
Though she tries to hide it,
And believe it is gone, it always comes back.
Why fight it anymore?
Why hide it? It's useless.
No one wants a girl like her.
Why pretend?
Why try to be what I'm not?

Great Day!!

Ok, so I went to school and I had an awesome day, I kissed Malcolm again!!! :) <3

In 6th period I was done with a lot of time left. I only got two questions wrong so I am really happy about that!!!!( JROTC)

I then was able to tickle bulldog or brandon, he is a short person in class but he is really funny....ahhahaha

he stole my feather I had and so I chased him in my boots of all shoes and I actually caught up!! I was soooo happy!!!

In 5th period, I took the test in there, it was only 60 questions and I feel really confident about that one too.  I was able to come home and have three hours of being alone without anyone there!!! (SPANISH) Tomorrow I have to take 4th(Computer Science) and 3rd(Physics). This should go fairly easy. I am not completely sure about the Physics test but I am good on the computer science. I have been programming from home so that I do not get out of touch, but also to challenge myself to look it through without help so that I do not become to reliant on my teacher.

My computer science teacher is really cool. She warned us that is she gets mad, Rona, her twin sister comes out(her real name is Mona). We laughed at this because, well, it is funny!

I must say that today has been a really good day.

What I thought was really funny was when I was riding the bus home today, The boy who sits in the seat next to me, he was telling me that I won't have to waste all of that time going down the long stretch of road to his house, which is actually the end of his drive where he then proceeds to drive a car to the house. I asked why and he said that in Feb he will be legal driver, so guess what( we have the same birthdate!!! I think that is just plain akward, cool, and really just freaky,) I can't wait until I can drive, then I wont have to worry about anybody having to take me places, I could just hop into the car and go where ever.

Oh and a heads up, I am sketching an outline of a new story so be prepared y'all

Here is a link to my poems.
http://www.poemhunter.com/marsadee-flowers/