Why? (Another Poem)

Why? Why does he hate me? Why won't he talk to me? Why do I still like him? Why won't he listen? Why do I hide from him?

Why does he like me? Why does he try? Why won't he ever just admit that he will never love me? Why do I try?

Why does he sit with me? Why does he say things that aren't true?

Why do they even bother me?

I can't do it anymore(another poem)

I can't do it anymore.
I can't hide myself.
I can't run away anymore.
I want to be perfect.
I want to make everyone happy.
I want to stay where I am but I can't.
I want those who attempt, to actually try, to see the faults.
I want my mom back.
I want to be accepted.
But I can't do it anymore.